different day.
different views.

i know what i want.
i know what i must do and say.
i know how to go about everything
just hope that nothing gets out of hand
or just too dramatic all over again.

i care about the both of you
but being torn by two that im neither with
just makes me feel miserable.

both telling me to not speak with the other
and leaving my mind in a fucked up daze.

i cant choose between the two of you
and im selfish and foolish enough to say
that i want the both of you

but its unfair that ive held the both of you like this,
its unfair of me to keep you both and feeling terrible
just because of my indecisiveness.

i'll set you both free
but please,
keep it slow
and just be my friends,
that all i really want in truth.

i know im too fucked for a relationship
and with whatever comes my way
i am totally down for.

im just not down for fucked up drama like this.


all i want is to be happy and regain a sense of a peace of mind
and with that being said,
i have to just sever the ties
and hope you both understand.

i'll still care the way i do
and i know that i wont say yes when either one of you asks
because it'll still be unfair.


the truth to it all is
is that i care too much in order to let everything sink,
i dont want anyone feeling like theyve lost me
or like they cant have me
because you both have me

i guess ive just been refusing to be in a relationship
because i am a flirtatious and unstable woman .. girl.


i am at fault
but at least i'll be man enough to say it all
before things get worse,
before things go way beyond uncontrollable.